Where The Light Is

<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/6864730349170078509?origin\x3dhttp://aostreet.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

fences

this is the deep and dying breath

give my gun away when it's loaded

the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you

because this road is all you'll ever have

plugin&play If you read, you will judge. the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return
My Dear we're slow dancing in a burning room	Wednesday, October 31, 2007, 8:04 PM Trick or treat Halloween halloween halloween, the time for everyone to dress up as creatures from the deepest darkest pits of hell, the time to extort people for candies and other ill-gotten forms of pleasure,but we will never know if those demons amongst us are truely just a form of cheap costuming, or are they real? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Im sorry. I just had to start of this post with a retarded way, i know, im sorry, well no more of that emo crap, even though i feel that way inside, i'll hide it for now eh? So, today was reallu crazy,i woke up so late and realized that i had to leave the house now or id be late for rehearsels, so i had a shower, dressed and took off for school. And it was pretty interesting, she released the full scripts today and it is thick as hell,and the whole muscal's gonna be like, more than 2 hours, so we're gonna have to cut that down, and my character's in almost every scene, argh, alot to memorize, so lots of work for me to do. I am metrobius, prince of the desert, turned bandit, turned slave, turned gladiator and super star! i have like, 2 solo songs and alot of singing work too. Im not gonna have a social life next year thats for sure, gonna have rehearsels every day. Damn. Oh well. its halloween! im so excited. i love halloween ,just that awesome atmosphere you know, plus its super fun, too bad they dont really celebrate it in singapore. Once again, technology is failing me, my i pod's completely busted this time, it wont even show me the sad face anymore, its completely irresponsive, gahh, my handphone is now vibrating on its own, my wireless is super laggy. Sigh. Amongst other things, which are really making me feel really really pissed off, but i dont wanna talk about it. If there is a god up there, he hates me. So, today went by really quick, like, i woke up, went to drama, went home, and, yes im at the went home stage, so very soon, in like, 4 hours, i'll be sleeping. And it'll repeat itself all over again. Damn, this is sooooo weird. Im quite obsessed over kyle patrick's hair, ok lemme explain, im trying to grow my hair like his, so hair grows like, half an inch per month, so by december my hair would've grown an inch give or take 1/3 an inch, which would put my frinch like, an inch off kyle's frinch, and put my back slighty still like, 2 inches or so off his, so my hair should look kind of like his, just a bit shorter, also i noticed that his bangs sort of thin to one thick lock which kinda curls, and his hair has that dead messy ragged look, which i realize is like that because he made his hair uneven, which is what i have to do or else my hair would look like a girl's hair. You know what im saying? No? Good, cos neither did i. Sigh, boring boring shit man. Right, so im gonna go spook my candy corned ghostie pumpkin hat now, Seeyuh! peace! AO Tuesday, October 30, 2007, 6:23 PM What hurts the most, is being so close I hate my life. :( Monday, October 29, 2007, 1:40 PM You missed the dance but never skipped a beat So, just a couple of pics i dug up that i forgot to post before, but up they go now. Ive been listening to click 5's album non stop man, its really addictive. Its gonna be a boring week i gotta say, nothing to do at all, cos everyone's goin to OBS, and i cant go, cos the medical dudes think its unsafe and unadvisable for me to go for it. Damn. oh well. Who's complaining. Just a short one today, gonna go pool soon with pek and all, but first, im gonna tweed my twinkle mouse ball buster now. Seeyuh. Peace! AO Labels: Confusion , 12:47 AM Making sure nothing's showing on the outside Now imagine this, but my face in it. And so goes on my obsession with the click five. Got their cd today and its the only thing im listening to. Today was boring as usual, went to this russian orchestra concert at the esplanade. Honestly? It was boring me to death, but they played really well and stuff i'll give them that, but i fell asleep. For a while. My whole day was just bumming around, bummer. Bum my bumming life. i want my hair to grow longer, like Kyle patrick's. His hair is pretty friggin awesome, and i wish mine was like that. I even zoomed in to his picture to do a study of his hair. And ive gotten no where so far. I will, one day. Im gonna build a treehouse. But first, i'd need a tree. Where can i get a tree? maybe i'll plant one, but then id need soil and fertilizer. Where can i get that? Fertilizer's easy, but soil? hmmm, maybe i'll just build a house. Inside my house. Yea a house house. Maervelous. i'll get started. Bought lots of new tops today, im feeling quite crappy actually. Kinda depressed and shit. Dont wanna talk about it. I gotta go de weed my orange leather shoe bag now. Seeyuh. peace! AO Saturday, October 27, 2007, 5:48 PM See you on the flipside So i decided to change my blog, why? For a very good reason, too many people know my blog, or rather, the wrong people have found out my blog. So, goodbye old one. Hello new. Plus its a great time for a change, think you not? So, go and tell people about my new blog, keep doing what you're doing and spread the word about this blog, and i encourage everyone to be the best that they can be, and being who they are, and making me famous. Anyway, stayed over at Pek's yesterday, really fun. He's got a fridge in his room, thas not fair. i want a fridge in my room. But before that, we went for dinner at different taste, somewhere in siglap, with sam, then went pooling. Fun fun fun. But i got owned by pek, again. Then we walked to his house, its so fun i swear, in the night everything's so cool and sleezy. And i like sleezy places, i dunno why either. So then we waited for Sam to go to Pek's house and stay over like he said he would. But he never showed up aparently he fell asleep. So then we watched balls of fury and eventually slept, then next morning, ordered macs, theyre back to calling me maam again. WHY. Why maam, just when they called me sir once, its back to maam. God damn it. Then we watched click, slacked around alot, then i went home. Gosh dont you think this entire year went by really quickly? Its like, super fast, weeks are flying by like theyre seconds, and months are blazing past like hours. I dont believe it, its already the end of the year.it feels like just yesterday when the year started, and so freakishly fast, its the end of the year. Wow. Im becoming quite obsessed with the click five, im scaring myself. Seriously, ive been watching their videos and like, stuff they made, and im actually laughing at them. In the most enthusiastically and non scoffing way possible. Wow. The new click 5 of course, cos the old one sent shivers down my spine whenever the lead singer smiled and shook his head. And their monkey suits were so gay. They looked like gay communists. But now, i think theyre pretty damn awesome. This is creepy, and the new lead guy is really cool. I dunno why his hair is just like, wow. Im not gay. i swear. i like women. Bouncy bouncy smack smack and all that. Well i gotta get outta here, im gonna out take my flippy tin can bunny pencil now. Seeyuh! peace. AO Thursday, October 25, 2007, 11:49 PM The Click Five We cool yo. The click 5! Muttons! Piano dude. whats his name? Dayuuum i swear, the click five are so awesome, im still quite blown back from their performance. Theyre so, i dunno, its like when theyre performing they do it so well and its like youre under a spell. and the crowd was insanly loud, i think im now partially deaf. And the worst part was me and lyn were standing right next to the amps. So wow, i felt my bones shaking. Ahhhh, today was awesome. Met sunshine first at outram, then we cabbed to MOS, and man, we qued outside for and hour and a half. cos the stupid sms told me to be there at 6, and we were actually late, we came at like what, 6 15, so i thought we'd actually be late. but NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. The que was like, reaching all the way to god knows where, so we joined the que, and waited and waited. And when we finally got so near, guess what? we were i nthe wrong que, or so they told us, so we moved to another entrance where there was no manner of order at all, peple were scattered everywhere, so we joined the scatter. BUTTTT. we were in the wrong que again, and the one we were at earlier on was actually the correct one. Wow right? amazing. So we finally got in, and the muttons were there. Theyre real funny dudes. So then, click 5 came on, i didnt know they were such good rockers. But they are, and i dont even like rock that much, but the click five are really awesome. i hated them in the first album cos i thought they were crap, but now theyre pretty damn awesome. So today was quite cool, the celebrations in school were alright, Mr ng only cried a bit in the tribute video though, but everything elsewas pretty tight, cumar was great and we both emceed super. Well, goodbye mr Ng, we'll all miss you. And it was fun actually, felt real great to be on the stage again to MC.Oh and Liz was also at the click 5 concert, she got their autographs and shook their hands. I hate you woman! Unfair! she had the VIP tix! hmph. And she called me after that and told me how cute they were, bla blabla blaaaa. Then after the concert, mom sent lyn home. And now im here, and im on the verge of sleeping. And i made it to 4A2 next year! Hooray, Still in the A band. and in the second top class. So very happy about that. Alright, im gonna go lemanate my reddish german ticket stump now. Seeyuh! Peace! AO Tuesday, October 23, 2007, 5:27 PM You say hello, inside im screaming i love you So i wouldnt exactly describe my life right now to be boring, i mean cmon, lotta exciting things happening here and there, like oh today, i opened my drawer. WOW! isnt that just so exciting, and you wont believe the super happy fun exciting stuff im doing. Oh like today, i sat down on the floor and watched the floor! like, wow right? what can be more exciting. And i threw some water on the floor just to watch it evaporate! Holy pork meat isnt my life the most exciting ever? Im sorry. I know. i have issues when im bored. So yes, lotta planning going down with principal's leaving celebrations, everything's extremely last minute so im not very confident that things are gonna go smoothly, however, im still confident. Somehow. I havent even finalised the script for thursday, well im thinking its gonna be quite improv. Its better that way. Oh and i'll also be singing time of your life from green day, so we got rehersals for that too. basically lotsa busy busy stuff stuff here and there. i dont know why im even going to school, its completely pointless i swear, we go there and have really disturbing AIDS talks, and presentations from all sortsa drama companies. theyre all right, but i dont like their plots. Oh well. i guess im going cause i wanna spend time with my class, i swear theyre the best ever, its the best ive ever been in. Everyone there rocks. And its quite sad too, cos school's ending soon, so, gah, i'll miss us rebels. The weather right now's pretty awesome, sunny and windy as hell, and rainy too. Just what i like, i hope this continues forever. On the bus today, there was this old lady, frail old lady,really short and small. But she had the voice of a demon. I swear, she started talking on the phone, wait, no screaming on the phone in some ching chong chingy gajiberrish which i thought was alien, then she started laughing. And her face looked almost like the dogfather. Almost. And thas pretty god damn bad. Ive seen zombies from hell before, that gave me nightmares for a day, but this woman will scar me for life. Hoooogablooogaaaaa. Showcase coming up on thursday and i so cant wait, gonna be awesome. Halloween's also coming up sometime next week, i think its tuesday. Or wednesday, or any other day of the week that might be the 31st of october. I wonder if MG's having a trick or treating thing going on this saturday, if there is, well, i know im 15, but hey. Free candy. Free candy. AND you get to scare people, super happy fun no? well anyway, im quite busy, so i gotta go prune my purple metal prunes now. Seeyuh! peace! AO Sunday, October 21, 2007, 12:13 AM Cemeteries, cozy buses and dublin mudslides. Love you too! The Devil and I. No really. we look drugged. Liz and me. <3 Liz i told you to take care of your skin. Look what happened. Ahh, halloween party was pretty fun with Liz. Hit safra toa payoh first, and i swear, she couldn't see me as i walked in. How can you miss me? Im a landmark. anyway, then we went to the party room which was quite boring, even though i love paranormal stuff, the SPI's talk on halloween was quite boring. So, typical Liz takes out her music and starts listening. Then after the hour and a half killing talk, we had dinner. You know how i love my dinner. And thanks Liz for teaching me how to chew and eat. I so didnt know how to chew. Then, we headed to the buses, here she got quite scared cos we were going to the cemetries and stuffs, but it was still fun. So got on the bus and we went to a haunted site where they killed babies by throwing them down the hill, it was quite spookey, lots of mosquitos and she practically scratched for 30 mins. But me, i was covered up, see i wear jeans and shoes. Smart Liz, mini skirt and slippers. Clap clap. So then yea, i felt many cold spots and stuff, then we went to this parsi cemetery, parsi is apparently some new religion and it was very interesting, they bury their dead suspended above the ground and stuff, and she was petrified and kept gripping my hand. THEN, we went to the scariest place of all. The big honcho cemetry, some really huge ass one in the middle of nowhere. And we were quite spontaneous, they asked for volunteers to sit in the middle of a long winding road alone with cameras. So i volunteered, and dragged Liz along. Yea she was quite brave gotta admit it. And we sat in the middle of the road clinging on to each other cos it was freezing i swear. How cold was it? Well, i wasn't sweating. I sweat under air con. You can tell how cold it was. I think there were spirits everywhere, and i was pretty freaked out. Imagine that, ur in the middle of the cemetry sitting down with offerings all over you. ( we had to give offerings so we dont offend the spirits) It was scary. But lemme tell you my scary encounter, i started hearing bells behind me, like a consistant low bell that only i could hear, and both of us heard chanting somewhere behind us, now both of us could hear the chanting, but i saw 2 figures in goldenish robes just circling some field, now only i saw this, hows that so? And im not lying i swear i saw them, and they just kept walking around, so both of us got quite scared and this time i clung on to her too. Then we started singing hey there delilah, my voice must have serenaded the ghosts cos after that thr bells and the chanting stopped. Then we stopped at some petrol station and we loaded up on food and beverages, and even bought ben and jerry's! Dublin mudslide was yummy, and we finished it! Yummy. Then yea, wow, today was really fun man. really. Very interesting day, or rather, night, i just hope no spirits followed me home, oh God. i hope not. Welll, thanks for tonight Liz! Love ya loads. Alrighty, im gonna go brush my bristled box basket case now. Seeyuh! Peace! AO Friday, October 19, 2007, 9:47 PM Didn't you hear, the sounds of all the places you wanted to go. Hidee hoopla hello. Once again, its me. As usual. Got results back today, and well, i got nothing to say. A1 for History and SS, and mostly Bs for the rest. And urm, yea, dont wanna talk about the rest cause, it gives me headaches. But i passed both sciences, that means i get to stay in a pure science class, thank God. Combined science kiss my ass. Anyway, other than that, quite a few of my friends did alright, a good balance of passes and failures as usual. Oh well, thats life. Today was quite interesting, hit Ling's crib after school with G, DK and Igs, i swear he has the kindest and most hospital parents in the world. They kept offering us food. And you know how i like my food. So thanks Ling, you rock! Oh and urm, ive been asked by Mr Alan Lim to host Mr Ng's leaving celebrations. And he wants me to get a mock script my monday, and im also helping to plan alot of it together with Ms. Sheila. You know, the english department is really artsy. And ive asked Cumar to host with me! Wheee. Should be really interesting. This time no Ishaan for people to boo at. Splendid no? So, i got a load of responsibility and work thrown on my shoulders again. And urm, anyone out there good at video editing? Please, save me. BLA BLA BLAAAAAA I hate my wireless, its such a bitch. Today, was the first in a while that i decided to take a bus. But guess what happens. So i was gonna take a cab at first, but then i thought to myself, cmon man i gotta start saving up money, starting with the 22 bux i had left in my wallet. So i got out of the que after waiting for like 15 mins, to go to the bus stop with DK. And then, i waited. And waited. for 45 mins. Then 36 finally came, i felt quite happy, then, the bus didnt stop, nope, it kept going, and it was so empty!!! ARGHHHHH!! IT KEPT GOING! I FLAGGED DAMMIT. I WAVED MY HANDS! WHHADAYA WANT ME TO DO? DO A POM POM DANCE FOR YOU TO STOP THE GOD DAMN BUS?!?!?! ARGH. Sorry. i just had to get that outta my system.And so i had to wait another 45 mins for the next bus to arrive. So in the end, i got home at 8. This is what i get for being nice to my wallet and not emptying it. SNEEEVOOPLEHHH FNEEHHHHH I'll kill that bus driver if i see him i swear. Right, enough of my pointless ranting. Back to more serious business. But there is none. There never is any serious business. Well, im feeling quite happy now, i got songs replaying over and over again,sitting in my room and sipping some jolly shandy. Bliss. Halloween is coming up soon, yes thats right! Ishaan you finally get to show your real face! Dont need to wear that fake human face no more! Isnt that wonderful? However i'd advice you to not show it in front of little kids man. Theyre just kids. I know im horribly mean. yea yea go on preach. But i cant help it. Theres just too many golden oppertunities to insult him. But its just for entertainment. So i dont actually mean it. koff koff i have a bad cough. COUGH see? yes. Goin for a halloween party tomorow with Liz. Wheeee. Ghosties ghosties, and this time for halloween, im gonna wear the mask i got last year which i forgot to wear. Super happy fun time halloween! Alright, super. i gotta go peel my green wooden light bulb bag now. See yuh! Peace! AO has had enough Thursday, October 18, 2007, 5:30 PM Happiness? Perhaps there is some mystery to this game after all, some question as to why happiness comes not to some people, and fills the lives of others in ridiculas abundancy which they never really realize is there till it's gone. and in this evolves a quest, a quest for the pursuit of it. Happiness, everyone yearns for it, everyone tries to achieve it,but who's to define what happiness really is? Different to all, it sometimes remains hidden and fabricated in the never ending pursuit of it. And that there within lies the true meaning of it, perhaps happiness is merely something we can only pursue, and the true beholder of happiness is not truely happy inside. Then again, is he? No one can say, for him to be happy he need only say that he is, he need only live like he is. A quest and a mystery, isn't that what moves us all? But where does it come from this quest, this need to solve life's mysteries where even the simplest of questions will never be answered. What is happiness? How do we get it? why are we here? Why me? But that is not human behaviour, not delving, not yearning, that's not why we are here. Perhaps the beholder of true happiness does not really have it kept within him, perhaps he knows that it is impossible to find it. But how did he know? How did he know that happiness was merely a pursuit, and no one could really ever achieve it? How did he know? Ao Wednesday, October 17, 2007, 11:49 PM Would you come along with someone like me? Mike Helms in action Ben Knight My man Helmsy Wut up martians. The game was great, even though Slingers lost 102-94. Its alright, theyre still the best to me. My man Mike was great, he played real well, got i think, 21 points. some new guy, Levey got 22 and the rest were mixed up. Koh meng khoon didnt play again of course, neither did any of the local dudes. Oh well, the others are good enough. So the day was quite slow, real boring and i feel quite sad now. dont wanna talk about it. Just really sad. :[ Sorry, i know im not fun this way, but, oh well. Damn. Damn it all. Aight i gotta go spiff my unspiffy poster box. Seeyuh. peace. AO Tuesday, October 16, 2007, 1:41 PM Maybe we're trying, trying to hold, maybe we're torn apart. HIPPITY HOOPLAAA! Guess what! i won tickets to the click 5 concert on the 25th! Its a special event held by 987fm and its by invitation only! It was a singing contest held yesterday, so i called up, and i won! So now im extremely ecstatic. So happy in fact, that im not even affected by the fact that my wireless is screwed up again and i have to go back to using my desktop computer in that hot dirty stuffy room! i dont give a jack bird beetle ass crack! YEAAAYUUHHHH!!! Ahh, yea. Life's awesome, oh and i won 2 tickets, so im gonna take lynnie, ah. Arent you excited?!??!?!?!?!?! I SO AM! Even though i dont really like the click 5! Oh and, my school arranged for us to go for a slingers game!!!! Yeaaa!!! Tomorow at the indoor stadium! YEaaa! cant wait! i love the slingers! Mike helms, and ben melmeth and Marquin Chandler and all that! I even have their jersey and those inflatable pom poms! Thanks Daryl for reserving me a ticket man! And they're playing against the melbourne tigers. Which is a bit daunting really cause the Tigers are pretty good, saw them play last year at the Philips cup, they got a power forward, Derrick mcDonald and this mad free thrower Chris anstey, i swear he never misses. Wow im really excited for everything, except my results, no that id rather burn. But this, this, come now, click 5 concert? slingers game? ALL FREE AND PAID FOR?? YOU CANT BEAT THAT! Except maybe if they had cheesey hotdogs, OH WAIT! THEY DO SELL CHEESEY HOTDOGS! THIS IS AWEOSME! im sorry i know i sound really really really peculiar. And you probably want to pick me up with tongs and examine my head. Well all i can say is, If you can find titanium tongs capable of withstanding tremendous amounts of stress and weight without so much as having a hint of giving way, then BRING IT ON BAYBEHHH!! WOOHOOOOOO. Ok, enough. Enough of the psyco-neurotic spasms. I gotta go plait my Albercurcie aboriginal smallpox bicycle carpet now. SEEYUH! peace! AO Monday, October 15, 2007, 6:41 PM Shoes, shopping and secret recipe I love this area, nice and windy. <3> Doesnt it look cool? Why? cos the photographer is awesome. :D Little Miss Sunshine Ft. AO Boom shakalaka! Wut up people. Out today with Sunshine, super fun. Met first at marina square for lunch at secret recipe, our waitress' english sucked but thas ok,then we kept walking around trying to find a present for her mom cos its her birthday! Have a super happy fun time birthday!! Wish your mom a happy birthday for me k lynnie?Then, we cabbed down to wisma for more shopping, thas basically what we did the whole day, just shopping.Although i just realized, i didnt bu anything at all, dammit, im too broke. how do women survive like that? Spending so much money on shopping yet are able to survive with transport and food? Its incredible, even without shopping, im broke as hell, my God. Anyways, then we couldn't find anything good at wisma, so we walked to far east for more shopping and finally, FINALLY, we found a pair of shoes that sunshine got for her mom. Then, walked around some more and we got another pair of shoes for her, cos some shop was goin on a major sale, Then, walked about some more and she bought a pair of shoes for herself, oh yea wait, she bought some shorts from wisma too. And i bought a really big bag of nothing. Yet i ended up broke too! whee we're all going broke. Fantastic think you not? Then, after a whole lotta walking, ice cream (which i had to finish, but who's complaining) and bumping into friends, we finally got into a cab. I swear, some cabbys are real dicks, they just wont take us cause theyre changing shift, we got rejected 3 times, bloody citicab. Speed and comfort my ass. We finally got into one, and dropped her off. And now im here. Fiki fiki booo baaa. Im sorry. Hit Travis' party yesterday, lotsa booze and all, i didnt drink that much. Honest. besides it was all yummy bacardi, not much alcohol in it. Im enjoying myself so much, u noe, relaxing back, listening to music, writing songs while it storms and thunders outside, what can be better? Oh crap, there's school tomorow. i dunno, should i go? i really dont want to. Really dont. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Dammit. Results back on Friday, and im scared as hell, im gonna die, i know it, i feel that heavy air of misery hanging around the corner. dammmm it. Anyways i had fun today Lynnie, hope you like the cds i made for ya! And right now, im so tired i can sleep forever, but im not gonna, know why? Cause i cant sleep, you know why? I dunno either, but as soon as i know why, i'll let you know. I gotta go paint my dinky dinkle berry now, Seeyuh! Peace! AO Sunday, October 14, 2007, 1:12 AM The pretender He sat by the corner of the cold empty streets, he looked around for salvation but found none, his bleeding heart clung to him and dragged him down. Blood and tears left a trail wherever he painfully pulled himself to. He cried out for someone, anyone, but his soft echo faded into oblivion, and slowly, so did he, every last bit of him cascaded with the wind and floated away.Thoughts of her lingered, mocking him, laughing at every painful step his heart took closer to hers, indiferrence and scorn clasped out his last dying sparks of love left. Yet he smiled and looked around still, trying to look alright, though inside his heart was screaming out, yearning for more than just heartbreak and sorrow. It hurt more every day as he saw her, each and every day he bled and cried, but to no one's pity or sympathy. He dragged his cold lifeless body up, looked around for the last time, just to get one last look of her, but she looked away, and with that, he plunged, down so deep, his last cries echoing accross the barren lands, and then, he was gone. Enough. Enough now. AO Friday, October 12, 2007, 6:21 PM i just wanna sing scratchy scratch heady head. Lolly B yo. I am sooo tired. i havent slept in 2 days. This morning, i slept for like, 1 hour on Sam's comfy chair,and i couldnt sleep anymore, dunno how pek slept. Oh yea, maybe cause he slept on the sofa.Then ordered macs for breakfast, for once, the people called me sir. They always say maam no matter how low i make my voice, but today, Good Morning sir what is your order? Ohh yeaaaa! Now today feels like yesterday, wow, then after that we used Sam's comps a bit, then i headed home. i walked home. im serious. i dunno how. His house aint that near, but it was somewhere in siglap, but somehow i managed to walk home, i was wandering aimlessly through expensive 5 story houses and suddenly, POP, my house just, appeared. So yea, then i played some ball and headed down to Mt faber to pool with Sunshine. We both suck so much, i swear.Then we went bowling, again, we suck so much. Now my hands are cramped. And we ate at ya kun. I couldve gotten everything free cause my mom is Safra's GM, but she wanted me to contribute to society and her paycheck by paying for everything. How wonderful. And Lynnie was less talkative than usual, cos she was tired. AND guess who i bumped into while playing pool. So there i was, peacfully knocking balls into pockets, or rather, trying to, but guess who comes walking in. Frodo and the leatherettes. Frodo, Au, Chiam, GG, Amraesh, and a few others came in. i swear i was so shocked. i couldnt move. And neither could sunshine. Like half a dozen of my friends just coincidentally happen to be in the same place in a mountain in Singapore as me. lady luck must really hate me. haha nahh, they were real nice and didnt laugh at me. That much. So then, cabbed back and dropped sunshine off, and im so tired. i need to sleep for 3 days. So, good people of the world, im gonna go sleep. Yes im too tired to think of some really retarded thing for me to do like, shuffle my painted glove box, Heeeyyyyyyyyy. Got it. Im gonna go shuffle my painted glove box now. Seeyuh! peace! AO Thursday, October 11, 2007, 11:52 PM She want that lovey dovey kiss kiss get it with me. YEAAAAAA!!!! KISS MY ASSS EXAMSSS!!! WOOHOOOOOO!!! SAYONARA AU REVOIR MAHALAWAY GET BENT EXAMS!!!! YEAAAAAA Whoo, ok, now that i got that out of my system,lemme say today was one of the most fun days ever! After the exams, and alot of screaming and table kicking, went out with Pek, Pereira, Sam chew, Colin, Glascow,Darryl,Vikki, Jo, and GG, and i swear it was awesome fun. First we went to lunch at seoul garden with alot of food. You know how i like my food to be in alot of amounts. And i ate like there's no tomorow, but who cares! its after the exams, i dont give a jack bird beetle hooha! Then later we walked around here and there aimlessly, and went to play LAN at some dingy shop in the middle of nowhere. Played DOTA, and i got owned. Again.Well, today was my second time playing dota, so dont blame me. Then later we walked to Plaza Sing to watch Resident Evil extinction. And we sawwww MR MAKKKK!!!! HAHAHAHAHA He tried running away, but we caught him, he was on a gay date with some other student. William Dingy ding dong yo. Resident evil, well, its a horrible show, the ending sucks, the plot was crappy. BUT The girls are HOTTTT, and the killing and ass kicking of the zombies was great, and Milla Jovovich, well, Milla Jovovich, enough said. And there were alot of unneccesarry loud sounds, like when she opens the dorr with her gun its like 'CLIIIIINNKKK" which is like, wth, but the suspense was good. Everything else just sucked. Then we went to play pool at meridian, super fun. Theennnn, cabbed home to bathe and change, and headed to Sam chew's house where im at right now. And im staying over with Pek and Darryl, his house is like, amazingly huge. And im using his laptop, oh which he has 7. WOW huh? oh wait, we rented some great scary shows from video ezy. NO SLEEP TONIGHT! Yeaaa!! This is a super happy fun time day. And tomorow, pool again with sunshine. haha. IM gonna part like a rock, party like a rockstar part like a rock, party like a rockstarrr bayybehhhh. I know i sound mentally unstable right about now, but you would be too if your exams just ended. Soooooo eyuuuuuup. Im gonna go polish Sam's blue cheesed microwave oven. See yuh. Peace! AO Wednesday, October 10, 2007, 6:37 PM This time i fall Hippity hoopla hello. Well, A maths was a disaster, what made it worse is people found it ok, OK? OK? No its not, its far from ok, its no where near the viscinity of the definition of ok. Its somewhere in Nebraska grazing with the elks. DAYUUUM. What's done is done, Time cannot be taken back. Chinese tomorow. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Im sorry, there's something amusing about chinese being the last subject. Whats so funny you ask? ive no idea. Oh well, i woke up today at 3a.m. with a major migraine. i swear it felt like my entire head was gonna burst, and how perfect for it to be on the same morning as my A maths exam. So i took the exam with that really uncomfortably high pressured headache that was attacking me. Graagh. So then, went to Doug's house with Ling, G, CK and wayne. I was crapping to sunshine with stupid jokes and riddles, courtesy of G, i apologize for us, we have mental issues that have yet to be dealt with by the proper medical expertise. But for now, we'll remain insane, insane in the membrane. A big ass mosquito bit me today, i didnt kill it, i dunno why, i could have, but didnt. The Mosey had voodoo. i know it. Voodoo mosey. ooooooooo. Im sorry i know im not making any sense. My internet is giving me shit again, i dunno why, can my computer work properly for just 1 day? JUST 1 DAY! I MEAN COME ON NOT GONNA HURT FOR YOU TO WORK 1 STINKING DAY! Gah. Well, im gonna leave it there, cause i gotta massage my iron pencil shoe box now. See yuh! peace! Just a little something sunshine thought i should post. yummy yummy yummy i want B&Js in my tummy, pictures in the playground with little miss lynnie, ching chong ching i speak chinese not hindi, my pillow's name is mindy not cindy, im going all crazy, but everyones crazy, its in you! i'll take a one way ticket to the mental institute! ok now im going, cant stop me im flowing, knowing that something's not moving, so doing something thats making it flowing, i fly faster than a boewing, im so good at sewing, i got all this hot bling, everytime i sing, its like ring a ding ding, i play ping pong or pong ping, anything, and everything, lalalalalala now sing! im serious u look cute, people can see its true, wether theyre blind deaf or mute, ur cute inside and its amplified by the, fact that people cant get by with why the, heck ur so pretty, excuse me miss Lynnie, put it up and replay that line, and you'll know its the trueset statement you'll ever find, i flow like the newest cagement in your mind, evertime, float like im headless, no mind, haha im bored u see whats the time? its a quarter to 9 59, back to the topic of u bein a hot lil momma, i dunno how else to explain that ur a godiva, so i'll say it in french, tu es boni'ta. haha. AO Tuesday, October 9, 2007, 9:25 PM Happiness There is no mystery to happiness, unhappy men are all alike. Some wound they suffered long ago, some wish denied, some blowto pride, some kindling spark of love put out by scorn-or worse, indefference- cleaves to them, or they to it, and so they live each day in a shroud of yesterdays. The happy man does not look back. He doesn't look ahead. He lives in the present. But there'sthe rub. The present can never deliver one thing: meaning. The ways of happiness and meaning are not the same. To find happiness, a man need only live in the moment, he need only live for the moment. But if he wants meaning-the meaning of his dreams, his secrets, his life- a man must reinhabit his past, however dark, and live for the future, however uncertain. Thus nature dangles happiness and meaning before us all, insisting only that we choose between them. Keeping it right here, right here. Exams will be over soon, enough of it all. Peace. AO Monday, October 8, 2007, 6:42 PM i like the Bartender, if you looking for me, im at the bar with her Physics exam. You can see the level of focus. Honours night, getting my distinction, Quite some time ago. Its not that fun when you're 10 feet away from it. Whizzey whizzey whoo hooo hello. So i went down to the rap battle, and guess what, its 18 and above only, i went all the way down there, so prepared to do my thing and bring my A game, and its 18 and above. How wonderful huh? Lit today, it was easy, i wrote alotta bullshit, by hey it was good bullshit. Really. And i wrote alot too, more than 8 pages. Plus there were 2 papers, one for each book, so by the second paper i was all maxed out, hence the production of bullshit. I mean uh, good bullshit. Its official, 2 more papers, 2 more. A maths and chinese, ive basically given up on a maths, i think quite a few of my friends have too. And chinese, well, what can i say, i bring dice to decide upon my MCQ answers, yet somehow, i always pass. Hmmmmmmm. As you all know, my laptop's wireless is screwed up, but now, theres something wrong with it. Its working. Thats not right, it should be all screwed up. And my wireless is working in my room, its never worked in my room even when it was working, so now that its working in my room when its supposed to not be working, im very suspicious. Hmmmmmmmm This is pretty awesome, sitting in my room, listening to music, sipping hot chocolate with my cat sitting right beside me, and the wind blowing strongly. Ahhhhh. Oh did i tell you? There was another water sprout at my house again, cause i live next to the sea, so anytime theres some weird water tornado thingy activity, i get a bird's eye view of it. Also if there's ever a tsunami, goodbye. I'll be the first to go. Magnificent no? stop smiling. i just realized how unglam my room light is. Its all bright and white, not like my hall which is so cozy and orangey. I wanna cruise to a private island with all my best friends, i dunno why. Just suddenly felt the need to go on a cruise. i love ships, ever since i was born. Ships rock. Ok you know what? i dunno, do you know what? i dunno, do you? hmmmm. Im sorry, i know i have mental issues. Well im gonna go glue my shiny wooden radio teabag now. Seeyuh! Peace. AO Friday, October 5, 2007, 6:58 PM Burgers, cards and bestie blings Thas a big ass piece of bling. Wut up man. Out with Sunshine today at marina sq. Super fun. We were like secret agents, dodging all our school peeps. And ate at changing appetites, its so awesome i swear. Their burgers are like heaven on bread, and the choco malt thingy was like, heaven's welcome drink. Ahhhh. Its super yummy. And we were trying to save money, so no deserts or buying too much stuff. HAHA she cant do magic! sorry bout that. Keep practicing little miss, you'll get it someday. :D Physics today, hmm, i hope i can do well. I think the whole class is gonna fail man. except for a few nerd as hell dudes. Thanks to you know who. Oh and me, Ling ,Igs, CK and G were like in the cafe doin magic and playing cards, fun as hell man. Im teaching everyone magic, tsk, the whole world's gonna know magic then. and it was super funny cause at one point was the end of the primary school, so i started showing random little kids magic., HAHA THEYRE ALL BLIND I TELL YOU!! But theyre short, so i cant quite do some slight of hand movements. And this little dude climbed all over my back like i was a playground. i am quite comfortable. Ah man, today was so awesome. So awesome. Thanks everone for making my day so fun. Thanks sunshine, i had tons of fun! And thanks to Ling, Igs, G and CK, man i dunno where i'd be now thout' you guys man, thanks for everything. You guys are the best. Only 3 left. 3. Thats it, then im gonna be jack bird beetle ass free. YEAAYUUHHH I dunno what i just said, do u noe what i just said? jack bird beetle ass free sounds coolio foolio. Lit on Monday, super fun. But im gonna have to write alot again, but its ok, all for the name of shakespeare. And i got lotsa pressure on my shoulders, the english department is all like, oh you're a good actor so you gotta score for lit. Thanks mrs Janet! Stress. Well, i gotta go re wire my promiscious rubber drawer now, plus i gotta re read TKAM and AMSND. seeyuh later martians, Peace! AO We dream of hope, we dream of change, of fire, of love, of death. And then it happens; the dream becomes real, and the answer to this quest, this need to solve life's mysteries finally shows itself like the glowing light of the new dawn. So much struggle for meaning, for purpose. And in the end, we find it only in each other. Our shared experience of the fantastic and the mundane. The simple human need to find a kindred. To connect. And to know in our hearts... that we are not alone. Thursday, October 4, 2007, 3:29 PM She thanks me with a smile Hellio pellio coolio foolio. moolio. Its almost over im glad to say, thats right, in just exactly 1 week's time, the end of year's will be an end of all our fears. Heyyy thats good. Chem today, and i actually thought it was good. and so did everyone else, chem is the only subject that everyone is really mugging for, its all cause of Alex lee man. He's the most dedicated teacher you'll find. Ever. seriously. hes good. Thanks sir. Ok, and urm, physics tomorow, and i uh, oh man. I havent really been paying much attention to physics, well i mean i know everything there is to know about physics, so, i hope that'll be able to pull my ass through. Ive officially been having tuition for 7 days straight now, every single day, tuition. How am i still alive? Coffee. Alot of coffee. Thanks Coffee. I got this message from some tiny box studios, and they offered me a spot in their training course, and its like they're drafting for new singers and theyre searching. so yea, you wanna get spotted by them, go down to their office, take a guitar, stand on top of a car and start singing a Bon Jovi song really loudly. If they dont notice you, the police will. hey they might offer you a spot in their talent night. 987 rap battle goin down this saturday, and i dunno if im gonna go yet. Should i? i mean its a contest to win BEP tix and all that sorta cool stuffs, so i dunno. But i'll think about it, its like a freestyle rap battle. Hmmmmm. Elle me remercie d'un sourire. Sorry, i just felt frenchy. Well martians, i gotta go dust my ivory flower stereo box now. see yuh in Cow land. peace! AO Monday, October 1, 2007, 3:19 PM Showed and i told her how she struck me Hey everyone, its been a while i know, and i come forth with an endless list of complaints, which are really giving me a headache, all forms of technology around me are breaking down, for example, my wonderful fast laptop has suddenly stopped being able to connect to any wireless thing, that means i cant use the internet, how wonderful is that huh? And now i have to use my OLD computer that is so old and so slow it makes my grandma seem fast when she runs. And its so infuriating, it takes forever to start and ARGFHH SNEEEVOOOPLEHHH And everytime i start the internet explorer it gives me this weird messege " " <---- What in the hell is that??? Anyway, full humans papers today and i swear my hand is cramped tighter than a donkey's ass, it hurts like mad. i wrote in total i think, 12 pieces of paper, both sides and in small hand writing. AHHHHH dammit. And theres chinese tomorow, dont even get me started on chinese, i can go on for DAYS about the friggin issues i have with the chinese language. So i probably wont be blogging very much because it takes 26 minutes for my internet to go to a website, and i wont be on MSN either, cause somehow i can sign in. So, there goes my social life and all contact with friends, goodbye life, im gonna become a social outcast. At least until i can fix the laptop. 2 more weeks before the end of the exams, and after that, im gonna part party part part party like a rockstar baaybehh. i so cant wait, ive made schedules and to-do lists for the holls. cant wait! Cmon man, we can do this, we can. i know it, we're all gonna pull through. i would love to tell you about this pig faced mean ass examiner i got last friday, but im afraid teachers who read my blog will tell him, so lets just say, a certain PIG claimed i was cheating for shaking my friends hand BEFORE the exam started. What a mooblaageeeboning grrrroohblageebag. im sorry. i needed to get it outta my system,well, i gotta go now spice kiwis on my effective banana iron board now. PLus, my internet browser is starting to have spasms.Seeyuh. peace! AO		the machiavellian ist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. The World would be a much lesser place without corndogs and pizzas. Facebook Andrew. Music. Food. People. What more could you possibly want?		partnersincrime One day when i wake up and find the motive and time to link anybody, i'll let you know. backtoyesterday + Truth is, babe, I love you too. + Sometimes I walk out the door with a smile on my f... + Moments are a lot more real than what you make the... + Only when you can separate the mind from the heart... + Life is becoming a day old chewing gum that's gone... + The world has too much to say sometimes. Every ind... + It's starting to get dark now and the world around... + The heart is thrown into a free fall and the very ... + I've pictured that moment before. About one year a... + Hero. You think you're getting somewhere, slim, bu... wheni'mgone + April 2007 + May 2007 + June 2007 + July 2007 + August 2007 + September 2007 + October 2007 + November 2007 + December 2007 + January 2008 + February 2008 + March 2008 + April 2008 + May 2008 + June 2008 + July 2008 + August 2008 + September 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + February 2009 + March 2009 + April 2009 + May 2009 + June 2009 + July 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + October 2009 + November 2009 + December 2009 + January 2010 + February 2010 + March 2010 + April 2010 + June 2010 + July 2010 + August 2010 + September 2010 + October 2010 + November 2010 + December 2010 + January 2011 + February 2011 + March 2011 + April 2011 takeabow An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine