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fences

this is the deep and dying breath

give my gun away when it's loaded

the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you

because this road is all you'll ever have

plugin&play If you read, you will judge. the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return
My Dear we're slow dancing in a burning room	Sunday, December 30, 2007, 10:28 PM I wanna dance you in the day Today, i cut my hair. Its gone now. All of that hair that i took months to grow and i was so obsessed about, the hair which i got so used to flicking out of my eye its become sort of like a bad nerve twitch, so used to that hair covering the insecure parts of my head. I look ridiculas now. Look, here's me, yesterday night. You can see the doubt in my eyes. And, Ladies and gentlemen, introducing, the retard kid on elm street. hair courtesy of the demon barber on elm street. Look at me dammit. Sigh. Well, at least i can say i managed to grow my hair to the length i wanted it to be,even for that short period of time. This is actually how my hair used to look like, till i decided to change it during the holls. Feli came to teach today, and she got me a christmas present(how nice of her, thank you feli.). and its another self help book on romance, called, why men lie and women cry. very nice. She taught me electrolysis today with the somehow very apt concept of sex, saying that the less reactive ion will be desperate for sex so will stick to the electrode and the more reactive one will already be having sex and will not want to go and mate with the electrode. Wow. No really, it actually made sense to me. And then i realized, isnt that what love is all about? Love is like chemicals, and reactions, one element will need to add an electron and the other will need to loose an electron, and so they stick together, just like us humans,( with the exception of the occasional abnormal inhuman twirps) we have love to give, and the one who needs it, receives it, and we're in a relationship, even for a while until another stronger more reactive metal comes along and displaces the less reactive element, you get the point. Well done feli, you taught me well. 2008 starts in a day's time. its kinda scary how things are moving so fast, but i guess its time i bucked up and got my act together, im having my Os this year, i must stop playing around, its time to be serious and get on with my work and start studying for real. pfft, who am i kidding. If i had a choice, id burn my school down. Burn it ya hear?!!!! I cant believe it, its all going too fast, wont things slow down for a while? Just for a while. I wanna turn back time, though i know even if i do, time would still pass and id be back to this same feeling that just makes me feel crappy cos time has passed so quickly, but, ah well, live life with no regrets right? Live it to the fullest. Miss no oppurtunities. Pardon me if i sound like a middle aged preacher with arthritis. I just, got stuff on my mind that just really sucks you know? Dont worry bout your grandad kilroy, he'll be fine. i know it. :) Alrighty, i gotta find out the best ways to spend the last dying moments of my holiday, i'll be seeing you. peace. "perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically, to those who hardly think about us in return."" Ao Saturday, December 29, 2007, 3:05 PM There's nothing i can do, to draw you close to me. The party was quite ok, i mean it wasnt super fun cos not alot of people turned up, cos it was so last minute. yes, my fault. Sorry. But still, it was pretty fun, met up with lijia first to go get the food and bbq stuff, it was very heavy and very expensive. Poor lijia had to blow so much cash on the food. Then we had to lug the heavy stuff over to her dad's place. Which is really awesome. Its huge and all, and its like a hotel. Its a condo, but its really awesome. But the house itself was pretty small, and it had nothing in it, no furniture, no bed, no chair, no table, nothing. But its still pretty nice. Then we explored the place, and, wow its really cool, they got sofas everywhere, even in places where you dont need sofas, they got it. Then the rest showed up, colin, dion,yiping, and EZ. Then we brought them to watch love actually in the theaterette. I spelt that wrong i know. Then when they were watching the movie, me and lijia had to go start the bbq,soon, EZ came down to help with the fire. It was hell. Andrew: Ok we got everything, firestarter's there,charcoal's good. EZ: OK, where's the matches? Andrew: oh, urm. Oh yes. We bought firestarters, charcoal and all that. But. No matches or lighters. Tsk. So, we had to go borrow them. LiJia: Go borrow from those people. EZ:(very bravely) Ok fine. (borrows a lighter from our bbq neighbours) Andrew: wow. well done. EZ: (starts fire, but, lighter screw comes off and lighter breaks) Andrew: wow. well done. Sigh. Brave Lijia returned the lighter. We had only bought chicken wings and sausages. So we survived on that, and the chicken took forever to cook, like, 1 hour on the grill and still not cooking. We also had sparkling juice and all that. But it was quite fun. Then, everyone headed home since no one was staying over but me and lijia. Then me and lijia made prank calls to random people, heart to heart talks,a few tears here and there, emo songs from awesome bands. And then. At about midnight, yan chun shows up to stay over. very nice. he comes all the way to tanjong pagar to go to sleep. well, he just got off some year end party at his company. Then we went to the roof of the place where the wind was so fantastic. Incredible wind. And we attempted to eat the "chicken wings". they looked more like diseised rats. Worst still, we forgot to marinate the chicken, so it was chicken flavoured chicken. It didnt really help that the chicken wings were still bleeding and the flesh was still quite transparent. Ok so apparently, none of us can barbeque food. Then i sang songs and put them to sleep. yes i was that bad that i killed them with my horrific voice. then yan chun woke up to have a shower. That guy's amazing. he showered in the public toilet, with no towel, how did he dry himself? he shook himself dry. Im not kidding. and he didnt do this once, but twice. This morning too, he shook himself dry when he showered in the public toilet. Well done yan chun. Then we woke up, and grabbed a super fantastic breakfast at subway. You know how i love my subway. Then, home. 2 more days till school starts. Only 2. Not even 3. 2. Shit. A whole new year, new surprises, new everything. This year's been amazing. its been the time of my life. Tuition starts now, so does studying and stress, goodbye holidays. Ao Thursday, December 27, 2007, 11:30 PM So close, so close and still so far. Handsome buggers Wut up V. Ok so, i was really peed off this afternoon, so here's me not being peed off, and bringing back the happiness into this blog. Met up with Lijia and Yiping at bradell macs to discuss plans for tomorow. Somethin was up with the mrt, everyone was forced to get off at outram park, and yiping was one of the few victims of this forceful removal. So she had to cab all the way to braddel, which cost her about 30 bucks. Sigh. She hasnt stopped swearing since. This party's actually goin pretty well as far as i can see, let's hope my eyes fail me not. yea, tomorow sounds fun. Gonna be dancing and singing and movies and what not. Im putting together a couple of mixtapes now for tomorow, theyre gonna be awesome. Then, met up with drama crew, tim, nick, prash, vin, amiel, kenny,joel and 2 of out close friends diane and benjy from ac dance, to celebrate nick's birthday. tsk. They celebrate tim's and nick's birthday, but they dont celebrate mine, prash, kenny or david's. All of who's birthdays also fall in december same as nick. pfft. Ah well. Went to vivo where we ate at doc green's. Food was alright. Crapped around, talked rubbish. Especially amiel. See, Amiel just came back from japan. And the first thing he says when he steps into the restaurant. Eh hi, i went to Japan. And he smiles really widely. haha. Then he goes on to say this. . . . . Amiel: you wanna know what japan's train map looks like? Me: Mm ok. Amiel: You got paper right? Your emo song book got paper. Me: (gets paper) Amiel: Ok, see ah, japan is like this, Me: (Feels doubtful) Amiel: So the train here goes to kyoto where they have their own circle line, then this circle line can go to hokkaido where they have another circle line, then this one goes to tokyo, then tokyo has its own circle line, then this one goes to here and here and here, and it goes to this circle. . . . . And bla bla bla. I lost him at so the train. And he concludes with a very nice and neat picture of japan's train map. Oh wow. Look guys, its japan. Thanks Amiel. i'll be sure to use that as a train guide next time i go to japan. Yes he really did draw something like that, i just didnt take a picture of it, but thats all i can remember. Then after dinner we all went to the roof of vivo to play cards. Prash kept cheating. As usual. pfft. he invented a new technique at bluff. Which i wont reveal or he'll kill me. But believe me, its the kind of tactics only a madman would use. So then, headed home. Scat scat scoo da doom. I really wanna say something about ishaan cos i think i cant take anymore of it, but heck, i wont. I'll be nice, and save it for rainy day. New year's is in 2 days time. Like, wow. 2 days. very soon, it'll be 2008. I cant believe it, time's passing so quickly. I wanna stop time, turn it back, and just relive all my precious memories, this year's definately been the best for me, ever, all the new things ive learnt, all the new faces ive had to face, all the new good times to share. Sigh. Then, school starts. Damn it all. Well, no regrets, no looking back. forward. Forward to my death. o levels. im talking useless stuff now. So you know what? I'll shut up. i got more songs to compile, so, im outta here. Seeyuh! peace. Ao , 2:52 PM Take me to the place i love, take me all away. Tsk. Animal fur. let's talk about that now shall we? You know how much i bloody love animals, and i think they got more sense then us bloody humans cos alot of us are screwed up. One thing that really pisses the shit outta me is animal fur trading, amongst the other mass animal killings out there for other dumb shit reasons like ivory and leather. But animal fur, those muthafuckin bitches out there just skin those animals alive while theyre still breathing, then smash their heads on the ground to make them shut up. And to stop them from crying. Dont believe it? Neither did i. or rather, i never thought it was that bad. Go watch this. the video : http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/Prefs.asp?video=fur_farm And this bastards think theyre heroes and making alot of money from trading fur. Tsk. Oh yes. its real fucking heroic to skin animals alive and leave them to writhe in pain on the ground, skinless and suffering. And theyre actually quite happy killing those poor things. see this bitch? tsk. Pathetic bastard. Then again, all things deserve to be looked at from different angles. We cant blame them for doing these things. its not their fault that theyre born with Major cerebral spasmistic epilyptic disorder. And i mean cmon man, why wear animal fur? Those guys dont need to wear fur to proove that theyre dogs. We can all fucking see that bitch. Look at this lil guy. tell me you actually dont mind him being tortured and skinned. So do me a favour dear readers, if ever you should see these poachers out on the streets. Do me a favour. And stab them STAB THEM ALL Sigh. Sorry for the use of coarse language and strong anger. Its just those muthafakas piss me off like a hoo haa. Well, celebrating nick's party tonight, meeting lijia before that to plan christmas party tmr. And i havent really done much planning. Ooops. So, i better get started to it. Seeyuh! Peace. Ao Wednesday, December 26, 2007, 8:19 PM Let me buy you a drank. Just some fun with the cloning machine. :) Wello wello mello fellow. So, out with lynn today to do stuffs, met her first at ICA building. Tsk. i got lost. I got on the bus on my way there, i asked the bus driver (who was on crack, he kept smiling at the ez link tap machine) to tell me when we reach the ICA building, so he tells me to get off at this place which had no one at all walking all around. So i knew that it was next to lavender mrt, so i saw train tracks, so i decided to go to it. But i had to cross the road. And the problem was, the road he dropped me at was like a highway, no traffic lights, no nothing. So i crossed the road by some dumb luck, almos got knocked down by a car, but whew. im ok, then i got stuck on that small little piece of land that divides the 2 ways of traffic. And best part was, the police drove past. but guess what, they didnt catch me for jay walking. yea thats very nice when the police see someone in the middle of the road looking very lost, bewildered and stuck, they move along not offering help. So i decided to hail a cab from the middle of the road. Taxi driver was cursing at me for hailing him. but screw it. and guess what, the ICA building, was just down the road. Cab fare was 3 bux. You can just tell how near that is. So then, met her and we went to make our ICs, since our birthdays are like, you know, so yea, qued like hell, walked around that stuffy weird building, then we went to jurong east something to catch national treasure. Holy moo. its a great movie, like really really awesome, but you must watch the first one to know what the hell's goin on. And yea, wow. Then. Oh ho ho this is the interesting part. We went ice skating. pfft. stop laughing. yea, i know, people with my voluptuous size dont normally go ice skating, but still, i went. And well. it was, my second time goin since japan 2 years ago. And, i didnt improve. It was very exciting and scary for me, more scary than exciting, but still, exciting nonetheless. And guess who we bumped into. Who better to bump into but super pimp yuresh enriquez balakrishnan. And he was pimpin with 3 girls. nice one yuresh. And yea he was real cool, he helped us skate and stuff. But all in all, my skating was chaos. Chaos. Sigh. my bad lynn, i'll take private lessons and get so good i'll become a ballerina on ice, then i'll go skating with you again. hehe. Then, went to long john's for dinner, and cabbed her home, and headed home in the same cab. pfft. Cab fare, well, was friggin ridiculas as usual. I swear man, its so expensive, all the cabbys will become millionaires in no time. Dammit. So anyway, like i said before, i have the most interesting convos with the most interesting people. And today, im gonna feature my good friend from vietnam, minh tue. 3 words. What the hell? I swear he has the most out of worldy comments at the most unnatural times. Like we had a mass ga3 convo just now bout the party this friday, and first thing he says is "how bout shrek and fiona" Now, get this, there never in the history of pork chop has there ever been a mention of shrek and fiona in the viscinity of ga3. and suddenly, up pops him with it. wow. and this Oh yes. We talk about yiping being a devil and he says, apple. very nice. Well, happy boxing day everyone. On the phone with jiyin now, we're goin nuts. School starts in a week. Gotta enjoy this while i can. So you know what? im gonna go make myself a sandwich, not just any sandwich. but a supercow sandwich. the best in the world. Alright, here i go, sandwich time, i'll seeyuh when i seeyuh. peace! . . . Ao Tuesday, December 25, 2007, 6:05 PM I'm yours So this is christmas, not as magical as i imagined. But i got quite awesome pressys. Mom's just surprising me like crazy, shes been getting me such awesome stuff, and christmas, i thought she would do like what she does every year and tell me my handphone's my christmas pressy, but this time, she got me a super coolio mini photo printer! yea, and it goes with my new camera, so its like i got a photo studio in my own home man. WOOHOOO!!! It prints out super clear images, and like, wow its cool. here it is. Meet my new printer, his name's Edwardo. yes. He's portugese. Just playing around with a few pics from aboard the rhapsody. last night was a blast, dinner at gran's, then headed to ming's house for the usual party thing. Gahh shes so tall now. but im still taller. hehe. I dunno why, but everywhere i go, people always say i look so grown up, and like, bla dee bla dee bla. its not like i just went to study in saudi arabia doing pyrotechnical engineering for 30 years or something. I just changed my hair and lost some weight. But sadly, my hair has to go. School starts next week. Dammit. im so used to this full lock of hair on my head, now its gonna be gone. Damn it all. im gonna shave bald. yea i will. pfft. im such a personal promise unfulfilling person. Did that just make sense? i think, i think it did. Pfft. Huzah. So today, shopping, bought someone a pressy. And, new shoes. Here. Meet my new nike air force ones. The left one's Jim, the right one's Jam. Jim and Jam. hello Jim and Jam. Great. Well, christmas. And im so tired. Like, dead tired. So you know what, here's another sappy christmas lovey dovey bo bovey image. Just for the heck of it. Our dear dear Ely is flying off today for some weird island in philipines. Ely is liz. But see her name can be used to make so many nicknames, Elysebeth. i can make urm, Liz, ely, beth, lizzie, bethy, lyse, el, be, th. yea. But i like Ely. it sounds cool. Ely ely bo belly bo banna banna fo fanna, fifa fo fely, ely. Heh. yes my brain does have issues, how'd you guess? well, shes flying off. YES!!!! i mean urm, oh no. how i'll miss her so. Boohoo. Ok, as you can see, i need sleep, so off i go to lalaland, even for 3 mins, i need to shut my eyes. Tsk. Damn. 3 mins is up. Ah well, off to other gran's for dinner. Gonna be as interesting as playing a game of chess with a block of wood. Sigh. Once more, just cos its christmas, Merry christmas. Seeyuh. peace! Ao Monday, December 24, 2007, 4:08 PM Have yourself a merry little christmas They sat together on that couch,jack frost gently nipping at their toes, he held her hand tight, letting her know he loves her, a gentle squeeze was all that was needed to speak a thousand words, she rested her head on his shoulder, he felt warm and still smelt of the cinamon cookies they had just made together. Together. that was all that mattered to them, the soft gentle light of the christmas tree cast a kelaidascope of colours on them, the marshmellows in their hot chocolate slowly melted away with every note that played from the stereo, as the jazz tunes echoed accross the hallway, he pressed his lips against hers as the clock struck midnight, for once, they both felt safe, for once, they both felt home. it was that time again, the most magical time of year. His lips slowly moved to her ears, his breath felt warm on her cold ears, and he whispered softly, " Merry christmas love." Ah, sorry, the feeling's getting to me. Watched love actually again. Sigh. it never gets old. Well, i gotta be off soon for the dinner parties that are on my list, so i thought, id best say it now or i shant get a chance tonight. Althought its been said, many times, many ways, Merry christmas to you. i feel like i have a thousand things to do, and i have to do them, or id regret not doing it, and well, if you dont say it at christmas, when can you eh? At christmas you tell the truth. So, a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do. Wish me luck. have a wonderful christmas, i'll be seeing you. Peace. Ao Sunday, December 23, 2007, 10:36 PM And the days feel like years when im alone Alright so, very boring day, i was supposed to go christmas shopping, but i kinda, forgot. So spent the day jamming with my cards. You know, i just realized, i have an A maths re-examination on the first day of school. Urm. Shit. I havent really studied, cos i sorta, forgot about it, so thanks to amraesh who reminded me. Dammit Amraesh why did you have to remind me. Now im all jittery at the thought of another A maths exam. Aww man. Speaking of which, i always have such hilarious convos with Amraesh and chee. In fact, here check this out, its the joke of the year. pfft. chee is of course, urm, yea his name speaks for itself. [A]{m}[r]a{e}[s]h says: from Bow Wow [A]{m}[r]a{e}[s]h says: and Omarion [A]{m}[r]a{e}[s]h says: have u heard [ao] Hello Sheepie says: which song [ao] Hello Sheepie says: hold you down? [A]{m}[r]a{e}[s]h says: Girlfriend [ao] Hello Sheepie says: oh [ao] Hello Sheepie says: haha YOU MAY KILL ME BUT YOU MAY NEVER INSULT ME ....WHO AM I???....I'M JOEL CHEE says: hey hey u u [A]{m}[r]a{e}[s]h says: not that [ao] Hello Sheepie says: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH Oh yes, very nice. Bow wow and omarion did a song that has the lyrics hey hey you you in the chorus. ok im just, not gonna say anything else cos i dont wanna offend him. So, i shall shut up, and leave it at that. Alright, here's another clip from love actually that is also another one of my favourites. its also one of my all time favourite christmas songs, its called all i want for christmas is you, done in this really cute version by this 10 year old who sings like aretha franklin, and its just really nice, check it out. Ah, its christmas eve tomorow. But school's re-opening again. well, no regrets andrew. you made the best of this holiday, so shut up and accept your fate Andrew. 23rd of december now. Huzah. Christmas here i come. Ao , 2:51 AM So far, we are so close. Well today was awesome. Woke up and left to meet Lijia to go to EZ's church for some church christmas thingy. So yea, travelled halfway accross singapore to chua chu kang to get to his church which was on jelapan road. Hmm. Why do churches reside in the most interesting road names? This one sounds like a fish species. Like, Crikey look at tha jelapan, ohh she's a beauty. or, Eio's church, on pandan road. pandan. very nice. Put a church on a food flavouring. So then, went to his church, or rather, outside his church where they pitched this huge ass tent which was burning hot like a bitch. But hey, it was pretty fun. Won a couple of really pointless prizes like stickers, pieces of card, and this very oddly shaped bird which looks like a fish. And, this cute lil' mechanic toy that walks around after you wind it up. it worked for 7 mins. Then the winding screw kinda, fell off. I named the toy jeffry. Sigh. Jeffry. And we also won those styrofoam assemble-it-yourself planes. Well, my wing broke in half when i put it through the wing hole. And Lijia's propeller kinda, well,it sorta, dropped off. Oh yes. Fly a plane with a broken wing and a propeller that can drop off. Very nice. We tried flying the plane. Emphasis on the word tried. And we got a pink torch light. it was so amazingly cool. it had no batteries. And no battery compartment. it was a piece of plastic with a small glass sphere( made to look like a light bulb), an on and off switch that didnt really switch, and nothing else. very good quality toys there. And what was the toy company? Tai tat trading toy company. tai tat. Very nice. And EZ performed. Or rather, he read of this paper on his hand when he sang. It was supposed to be discreet and inconspicious so that no one could see it when he read the lyrics to the song. Well, its a bit obvious when your hand is straight out in front of you, your eyes are following something on your hand, and the corners of the white paper were popping out. it didnt help that EZ had a david hasselhoff tan. i spelt hasselhoff wrongly didnt i. Ah well, sue me. Then, cabbed home. Bloody taxi. The cab fare is so ridiculas now. it goes up 20 cents instead of 10. 5 minutes after i hitched the cab and my fare was 6 bux. not to mention it was peak hour. The peak hour charge ended up being the amount that you usually pay for a cab ride from singapore to jamaica. Total damage in the edn, 35 bux. Damn taxi. Next time, im walking home. Ok maybe not, maybe i'll buy a horse. And ride that home. But wait no, the horse would be crushed. tsk. did i just insult myself. tsk. so anyway after that, headed down to dad's golf club for some christmas thingy. It got really boring halfway throuh, so i took out my cards and stunned everyone. hehe. Soon, everyone started squealing at every trick i did. And theyre gonna put me on the cover of their magazine. tsk. dad's idea. And theyre gonna hire me for all the golf opens they got. tsk. again, dad's idea. Dad: Show them another trick. Andrew: (shows trick) Cheryl: Oh my god.What the shit. thats damn cool la. Cheryl's mom: Hey who taught you to say that huh? (Cheryl gets scolded) Oops. Sorry Cheryl. And dad kept trying to hook me up with all the young girls there. And they were giggling like mad. Tsk. He was quite drunk. very drunk. So then, i got home, and its 3 am now. yea, so technically, to me, its still the 22nd of november. And im bored, so i decided to blog. What else can i do at 3am. Oh yea, i can sleep. Of course you can, well done Andrew. Thanks Andrew. You're welcome. im talking to myself. yes. I know. Sue me. Well, you heard the man, the bed calls me. i must heed the call. im outta here, Seeyuh! Peace! Ao Oh my godzilla, tomorow's christmas eve. Finally. :) Friday, December 21, 2007, 3:14 PM The Most magical days ever Rachel, me, Gav, Sarah. Awesome dance teachers jason and stephanie Hoppin over to Phuket Da family on formal night. Shall we dance? Los pampos gauchos Win it big baybeh Wow, wow is all i can say, this was the best vacation ive ever had, the ship is so awesome, its, i swear its just, wow. Wow is the only word i can use to describe it. I dont even know where to begin, urm, let's see, so the ambience of the ship was incredible, it was so cool and swingy and like, they had live jazz music playing all the time, the service on the ship was so good, all 200 staff on board were so friendly, and there was such good facilities on board, there were 2 huge ass swimming pools, a rock climbing wall, a really awesome esplanade-ish theatre called the broadway melodies theatre, and just. WOW dammit, wow. Every night they had performances in the broadway melodies theatre, and the host was our ship director Matt Sole, and they had live bands playing in the background for background music and all that, no music was played from a cd player, and every single performance was so tight. And the whole place is like a combination of las vegas, Cuba, New york, France and London. It was so amazing. And i met so many awesome people on board the ship too. made awesome friends and had one hell of a time. Ok, so im trying to get myself organized here, so here's a brief breakdown. The food was amazingly superb, the buffet was incredible and yummy, and they had a 5 star luxury restaurant where they serve you the food on huge white plates and the food looks so artsy, and all the waiters are so proper and cool, they all speak french and all that, and its the kind of restaurant where you can be specific with the food, like if you're ordering the steak and it comes with mashed potatos, you can like, tell them to use any type of potatos you want, or you can like be a bitch and boss the waiter around telling him or her to get you all sorts of weird stuff like boiled radish.But of course, i didnt do that, pfft. And all the food is payed for, that means you can order 5 plates of pasta and its all no charge! And you can order the whole menu in one sitting, (i didnt do that either. i swear.) and the food was avilable 24/7, that means you can wake up at 4 am in the morning and still get some grub to eat. The entertainment on board was spectacular, every hour on the hour there's at least 4 to 5 activities goin on to do, like, ballroom dancing classes, spanish classes, games like bingo, karaoke sessions, dance parties and discos! And i actually got to go to the club on the ship called the viking crown where i was dancing like crazy, and after a while all the people on the dance floor was like taking videos of me dancing, and at one point, this middle aged woman started grouping me and dirty dancing all over me. this was when i got a little scared, and after the woman did it, men started doin it. So i was quite scared, but it was still awesome fun. And the whole time, my mom was watching me. Oh yes. How brilliant is that eh? I didnt know till the last minute when i saw her looking at me. And all the performances were just so, just, amazing, the singers and dancers were so good! And so was the magic acts and the drummers and the what not. The service was really awesome. The room cleaners were like ghosts, you can never see them, but the moment you go back to your room, the whole place is neat and clean, there're 2 pieces of chocolates on your pillows, the daily cruise compass news letters on your bed, and fresh new towels folded in the shape of different animals every day. The staff came from all over the world too! There was this really cool dude who's from africa and he's tall like yao ming, and he looks like that dude from heroes, you know that bald guy who's Ali larter's husband. And my waiter,( who serves us every night) who's from the philipines and is the nicest dude in the whole world and the best waiter ive ever seen. Ever. Then there's DJ diggy, this cool african dude who was spinning hot tracks on the dance floor, there was matt the awesome cruise director who is an awesome host, and just, everyone else who were an absolute charm. And well, we ported in phuket and langkawi, which was really really boring, like, i swear, boring as hell.The ship was so much more fun than those 2 places put together. Sigh. This was the most magical moment of my life, and i miss the ship like crazy now that im off it, and now that im on dry land, i feel like the ground is still moving, i have to keep telling myself that im on dry land now, no longer on the moving ship. Thank you everyone out there who made this holiday so amazing, thanks rachel, sarah and their whole family for being so awesome, and rachel for being my dance partner for the cha cha and the rumba, thanks gavin for being so cool, thanks rex our waiter, thanks dj diggy, thanks to this really hot girl who i kept staring at, thanks to the chefs, i love you guys, thanks to the musicians and performers out there, you guys were great, thanks to everyone working at the royal carribean international, the rhapsody of the seas, you guys made this holiday the best ive ever had, thanks to my mom and my grand parents for paying for everything, and thanks to you, yes you, the person who's eyes are goin left to right reading this blog post about my holiday even though most of you dont give a damn, if you read everything, it means alot to me that you bothered. Im missing the ship like crazy. Like crazy. =(( I just wanna get back on the ship and go walk around the huge ass place. Well, christmas is next week, then after that, school. Dammit. I really really miss the ship!!! AHHHHH!!! Im goin insane here, so, seeyuh. peace! AO Sunday, December 16, 2007, 9:41 PM I know its kinda early, but happy birthday. So, just before i forget, since her birthday is coming so close, (and i wont be here for her birthday) HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY LYNNIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whose birthday is on the 18th. =) Have a rocking birthday dear, may all your wishes and dreams come true, sorry i wont be here on your birthday, but you know you'll be on my mind. No matter what people say, no matter what people think about you, quite frankly, i dont give a damn, to me, you're the most wonderful thing thats ever graced this earth and my life, thanks for always being there, thanks for all the fun times. And even though i know it sucks to loose a phone, its allright, you know i'll lend you mine anytime. :) I'll bring you something back from the ship. Cheer up yea? And sorry im such a stupid bugger. Much love. Im almost done packing. But i need to pack alot of formal wear, bloody ship's restaurant's got a tux dress code cos its like, extremely fine dining. I cant wait for the ship to roll around, its gonna be awesome. Well, im off to wrap up my packing. Christmas draws nearer and nearer. Only a week till the 25th, wonderful times with loved ones and chilly rooms with cozy couches, warm lit christmas trees, hot chocolate, carols, and love actually on the telly. im gonna watch it again, for the heck of it. Seeyuh. Peace. AO Bon voyage , 5:02 PM The roc boys in the building tonight Deep ditch, single drawbridge, massive stone walls, eight great towers, cannon, muskets, fire and smoke. One drawbridge down! “Work, comrades all, work! Work, Jacques One, Jacques Two, Jacques One Thousand, Jacques Two Thousand; in the name of all the angels or the devils – which you prefer – work!” So, im off for the cruise tomorow, i'll be back soon. When? im not sure either actually. I think, Sunday. Yes. Sunday. Its been a boring few days, apart from the occasional hiccup here and there, life's still pretty allright. Feli got me a book called "500 great dates, creative, fun and sexy ways to spend time together" for my birthday. Thanks Feli. Although i realize that the book is for girls. Heyyy are you implying something!!! pfft. Nevertheless, it did give me inspiration, so thanks. I havent packed yet, i should start packing, but. got stuff on my mind. i need to get outta the house, just, get out and go far far away. I dont know where i'll go, but i just need a break from bullshit. i apologize if anyone has a problem with me, but please, if your problem isnt something worth hating me for, then please, dont come here anymore and just buzz off. i dont need people like you making me feel even more like shit. Thanks for understanding. I'll see yuh when i see yuh. No more ridiculas things that im gonna say at the end of my post anymore. Peace. AO I give up Saturday, December 15, 2007, 1:59 AM The wether outside is snowing, but my dear we're still goodbying As you can see, im really bored. And have to resort to taking artsy photos like that. Well, its 3 am now. I cant really sleep. Just pics today. . . . . AO Thursday, December 13, 2007, 7:45 PM I dont want alot for christmas, there is just one thing i need. Ive secretly always wanted to be a photographer Ok so, there's supposed to be more images today, but something is really screwed up about blogger and photobucket and my computer, cos suddenly, i cant upload any images at all, and its screwing up sooo so so so badly that im so frigging pissed off right now. i only managed to upload 1 fucking picture from blogger, and 2 others from photobucket, and suddnely, the fucking thing cant upload, it stalls for so long, then it just hangs. So, i dunno what the hell is going on. ive restarted my comp, but its still bloody screwing up. i soooo want to burn my computer right now. Just burn this piece of dipshit trash and then fucking melt it into oblivion. I really really really hate this. And there's no explanation for this screw up, its just, no explanation. my internet's fine. and you know how much i hate it when i cant explain things when they happen. Now i have a really bad headache. And the stupid radio is playing that stupid mocca add where those fucking down syndrome people sing about buying their car. Hello? After hearing your ad i want to fucking rip your car in half and bomb the shit out of it. "Buy my car yes buy my car" I hope whoever made that fucking commercial goes into a coma. I cant believe moca actually thinks these kind of commercial attracts people. is it supposed to be funny? yea its funny how you can drive so many people to commit fucking suicide after hearing your spastic advertisment. And the people who are singing the commercial sound like they have major cerebral epileptic fucking disorder. Holy pork meat man. Allright, so apparently, its working now. But its taking 20 mins to upload 1 bloody photo, so its very very slow. Die blogger. DIE!!!! Ahh, Ok, im feeling better. So, out with yiping today, she called me out for christmas shopping and baking. Oh yes. Baking. She. baking, she with the baking skills of a peanut. So, we met at orchard mrt. And guess what ms. brains was doing? Reading. very good yiping. Reading is good. But she did help me rediscover my love for books. We went all over the place, went to kino at taka. We walked around looking for good books. ive concluded, yiping lives at kino. She knows like, every inch and corner and every book inside. So i bought a vampire book for Liz, you know how she loves her vamps. But guess what. She already has the book. Oh yes. thanks liz, So now, i gotta read it. And i also bought this book called mr darcy's diary. . . YIPING: Hahaha! I always knew you were a female inside! ANDREW: What?! Its Mr darcy's diary, the style of writing is very much like mine, i wanna get inspiration from it. YIPING: But its a chicklit book! ANDREW: No its not! . . . So, the entrie time, we went on about the discussion of my sexuality, which i maintain is perfectly normal, and reading a book called mr darcy's diary does not mean i am an inner female! And she concluded " Youre a female lesbian trapped inside a man's body" Oh yes. That makes sense. So then, we hopped over to her place for baking. This is the best part. She is not domesticated at all. At all. i had to help with everything. i even had to teach her how to mix the ingredients. And no, we didnt buy the betty crocker instant cookie mix. We made it from scratch. And the cookie dough was lovely, it was soo yummy. But in the end, after our first try, the cookie dough tasted better than the cookies. See what happens when she put the cookies into the oven? And well, wanna know why the cookies are burnt to carbon bits? Well, apparently our dear yiping misread 330 degrees FAHRENHEIT for 330 degrees CELCIUS. So the cookies were burnt so badly. This is what happened when i put it in myself. Whew. And, i tried making a cookie man, his name was Gipetto. Gipetto the cookie man. But, look what happened to gepetto. Yes Gepetto's that obese thing in the middle, he wasnt supposed to be that way! Sigh then yiping cut him up into many pieces. And im eating gepetto right now. Rest in peace Gipetto. Rest in peace. Well, her house was pretty cool. Her brother scared me. Her mom's cool. And well, today was pretty cool. Christmas coming closer and closer! So is school. Damn school. Ive been watching season 2 of heroes. Im up to ep 9! Woohoo! Herose rocks. Go watch it. I gotta go bake my oven crusted vapour case now. Seeyuh! Peace. AO Wednesday, December 12, 2007, 11:34 AM All i want for christmas is you With my new camera. =) So, here i am again. And enjoying my new toys very much! The ipod's awesome, takes some getting used to, but eventually, you'll get used to it. The camera is super super sexy. But, today has also been a sad day, for i had to say goodbye to my old ipod, who you all know has been with me for 3 years now, and she has stayed with me through the darkest of times, but unfortunately, she had been diagnosed with old age, and kept turning herself off every 4 mins and 57 seconds. So, we are gathered here today to say goodbye to Stacy, the I-pod Mini. Sigh. Goodbye Stacy. And we welcome into my life, my new i-pod nano, 3rd generation. He is none other than. mr Alfred Nano. This is Alfred. Say hello Alfred. Anyway, now that thats done, i forgot to say, yesterday, Chris and i went fishing. In this really weird pond. Look what he caught. Fascinating is it not? Wow. Its an absolute thrill to catch such beings. Well done Chris. :p its ok Liz. You know i love you. And no, Chris and Liz are not in a relationship. At least, i dont think so. But my thought usually dont mean much. Well, christmas is coming even closer. Its very close now. So close. hmm, so close. Isnt that that song by the john laugh laugh guy from enchanted? Oh yes. Of course it is Andrew. Oh i see, thank you Andrew. See? im reduced to talking to myself now. So im gonna go eat my chicken flavoured canon ball shoe now. seeyuh! Peace. AO , 1:32 AM The best day anyone could ever have. Wow. Just, wow, today was an amazing day for me. The first 3/4 of the day was completely shitty, dont ask why, but after that, my parents took me out for dinner with my grannies and all, and guess who shows up. None other than Chris and Liz. And theyre such awesome awesome awesome cousins. I love you guys so much. They were actually on their way to my place, but Liz called me and told me, and they quickly changed direction and headed to safra where i was having my super awesome buffet dinner. And guess what they bring me. Doughnuts. You see it? i see it. Liz, chris, I love you. Just look at those beautiful doughnuts. My God. And things got a bit raunchy. Whoa there guys, take it easy. Not till 18 remember? Oh i may vomit. Well, chris, Liz, good luck with whatever you guys have. Even though its freaky. Very freaky. And then, guess what my parents got me for my birthday, now this will be the first in forever that theyre getting me something. My dad gave me a sleek black ipod nano, and my mom got me a canon digital ixus 70 camera! Complete with a digital studio! With tripod, lense cleaners and all sortsa funny clothes and wipes that i have no idea what theyre for! And the ipod nano is soo cool. I'll get pics of it some other time, but now im just really tired. And yes, its now the 12th, but its crossed midnight, so take it as if its still the 11th. Then Chris and Liz came over, and they trashed my whole room, goodbye bed, goodbye nicely tucked sheets. All gone. Spectacular. This has been the best birthday so far. Thanks to everyone out there who wished me a happy birthday, i really did have a happy birthday.This is just amazing. And just, wow. Wow is all i can say. Im quite loss for words now. So im gonna go clean my bleek headphone box cover now. Seeyuh! Peace. AO Now officially 15. Tuesday, December 11, 2007, 3:11 PM The fool Birth of new life, the dawn of a new day, tis the begining of things great and magnificent for those that live in the light, he on the other hand, wallowed in the darkness, life was not worth living, his soul was parched and weary, tired of waiting all those long years he had, strains of anger had long pulled his mind into nothingness, he stood by for signs of her, anything at all, a voice, a whisper, even a lousy acknowlegement. None came, even on that one special day that would come only once a year, there was no mystery to his unhappiness. his trouble was all too much alike those that existed around him, mindless, souless creatures with no aim, cursed both body and mind and doomed forever to walk the land with a dry cracked purpose heavily laden on their shoulders. He wonders why, no manner of words could arouse any sort of sympathy from those around him. None of them bothered. None of them cared. Sorry. I'll have a proper update tonight. I know its my birthday. But hey, Shit happens. AO Monday, December 10, 2007, 6:35 PM This is our fate, im yours. Boogey down till the dawn The shades are awesome Lyn They didnt check our ID, so, hello margarita. This is the best. Ever. So, out with Lynn today to celebrate our birthdays. Really fun. Met her at vivo, then we ate at hog's breath cafe, and its really good, the whole atmosphere was super. Very bar and grill typa thing. So then, lunch, and it was great, then we walked around trying to find what to do, then we cabbed to the esplanade for God knows what, took pictures, then cabbed to MF for pool and yakun. She was quite bored after lunch, cos we had nothing to do, then during pool, yea she came back alive. I swear those guys at the pool area kept staring at her, mann, idiots. Im getting better at pool. Pfft. Who am i kidding. I really suck. Lynn's getting better. Pfft. Who am I kidding. Then, we went to the karaoke room. It sucks so badly, didnt even have like, modern songs, and the quality of the mics were like shit, you sound better if you sing without the mic. Hmm, maybe thats the reason for why people suck when they sing karaoke. Its the mic's fault. Not theirs. And we fooled around, took pics, went crazy, dancing, hoo haa. Ahh, today was fun lynn. And you looked beautiful today. Im not lying. And she gave me pressys for my birthday! Like yay! She got me a nike bag, (which came with shades) a mini coupe car model, and get this, she got me a t shirt, that fit me. Just, now its an XL t shirt. And it fit me. Just, Wow. Thanks Lynn. Theyre great! Well, tomorow. Is the day. The 11th. Woopee. I need to slowww down on my money usage. I need to save money. Why? So i can spend it. On what? Well. Things. And it seems like everyone's making this checklist to do during the holidays. So, i thought maybe id make one too. . . 1. Buy a solar powered torch light. 2. Buy a water-proof cup. 3.Invent an apple. 4. Create my own superhuman species called, Doopladoids. 5. name a cat,dog, and name a dog, cat. 6. Tour India on a squirell. 7. Poke a whale. 8. Find a movie with the title." The horrors of elmo on crack" starring britney spears, rihanna, michael jackson, john howard, and Abraham lincoln. . . Well, there you go. I simply must accomplish those tasks. Theyre playing christmas songs on the radio now. They really make me happy. Especiall on a cold, dry, windy rainy night like this, when only a dim warm light glows in the corner of your room, and a hot cup of chocolate in your hands, and the little blue light of the radio softly echoing lovely christmas carols accross the hallway, and your loved one leaning on your shoulder whispering to you dreams and wishes, wished upon a star ever so far away, and that one little wish of being with you being fulfilled, and nothing better in the world could make you feel better. Sorry. Its the fuzzy feeling that made me say that. Well, im gonna brew my chocolate car wheel barrow tattoo now. Seeyuh! Peace. . . . . AO		the machiavellian ist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. The World would be a much lesser place without corndogs and pizzas. Facebook Andrew. Music. Food. People. 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