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Wednesday, March 19, 2008, 10:06 PM
The way i rock
Where should i start, ok well, school was so boring, and somehow it just felt so depressing. Then came rehearsels, jeez today's the worst rehearsel day ever, sheila was flipping, she screamed at everyone and everything, and everyone was so noisy backstage, she gave us hell. She picked out all the idiots that give us hell, and gave them hell, and all of us who were around the hellish people also fell into hell, we gave them hell, they gave us hell, so essentially, everyone just gave and received hell. What a wonderful world. We ended only at 8 today, intense stuff, but we're getting better as a team, i hope. Then Liz calls me up, and well, i cant say anything cos she doesnt want me to. But, im still reeling back in shock, suddenly all the what ifs and maybes become a reality and all those speculations about things that will never happen and chances of things happening are so small, sometimes they just happen, we all believe we are agents of our own destiny, we all think we know what we're doing and whatever happens can be controlled, but it cant, limitless possibilities all start to feel too real, and something which i thought was once just a shrug off my shoulder is now something staring at me right in the face. Which really got me to thinking, what if everything i never thought would happen suddenly happened, what if nightmares become reality? Shot down in a second when they were just flying too high, too high to believe anything would ever stop them. That's life, that's what all the people say, but i guess we cant really let it get us down, cos this final world keeps spinning round. Hang in there Liz, be strong. Ok sorry, just had to let it out. I have my chinese mid year exams tomorow, mid year exams tomorow and im not doing anything about it. Well done Andrew. Well done. Tsk. Ok id better go like, read something. What happens when everything you dont want to happen, happens? Ao |
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