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Sunday, May 17, 2009, 1:28 PM
You made your stand
But my heart is not a remote control to a tv screen. But if it makes you laugh, then, press play and enjoy. Alright, moving on rapidly from everything that's clouding my mind. I think it's quite funny and sad how my life is being controlled by this piece of paper, breaking down my day into little 20 minute periods which tell me where to go, what to do, who to be. Where every little blank is used up to work on the filled blanks which come later on. Suffer for my art. Start from the beginning. A learning curve that i'm at the bottom of. I keep telling myself to be where i wanna be, this is what i have to do. But i step back sometimes and wonder if i even know where i wanna be. And the answer comes out void. Truth is, i don't know. I live for the now. The later on is a thousand miles away. But what happens when my now becomes last time and the later on becomes my now. Once i'm at the end, the learning curve is gone and done, my art is perfect, where the hell do i go? I need a life again. But i don't wanna get away from this one. ao Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 12:22 AM
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Much ado about something, what a day, what a night. It made it worthwhile. Until my mind is a little less jumbled, i'll seeyuh when i seeyuh. ap Saturday, May 9, 2009, 7:55 AM
We're going down, and you know that we're doomed.
You've no idea how ridiculously difficult it is to find time to even breathe. And i mean that literally cos to my fantastic luck, i've gotten the flu and have got such a bad case of the sore throat and the cold i sound like darth vader with a bad allergy. I have not been able to breathe through my nose for 3 days. Already i long for oxygen and the ability to smell again. Is this the swine flu? I sure hope the hell not. But if it is, then *snort* and sayonara. School's been a bitch but it's been fun still. Started rehearsals for all the shows coming up, Theasthai, Inspire, Tapestry and the SIngapore arts festival. I would elaborate more on them but my mind is in such a state of dilution that i think i wouldn't make sense even if i tried. Besides, i've gotta start heading back to school now cos i've got rehearsals in 20 minutes. I long for the day i can sleep at least 4 hours without my bitch of an alarm clock going off and tell me to get up. I'm considering keeping a hammer under my pillow one of these days so that i can smash the living shitsticks out of that beeping bitch. I'll seeyuh when i seeyuh. ao |
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