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My Dear we're slow dancing in a burning room |
Wednesday, January 9, 2008, 9:03 PM
6 months 8 days 12 hours since you went away.
I hate migraines, you get blind spots in your vision, you feel giddy and nauseaus, you cant hear properly, and your whole head feels like exploding, and it feels like your eyes are being pushed into your head. And you start puking alot. it sucks. I did alot of research, and i may have a blood clot in my head, which of course means cancer, which leads to death. But its alright i guess, if i die, i die. Dont plan on telling mom very soon though, i dont want her to worry. its all very complicated, my blood pressure's pretty high, so a vein might have burst quite some time back and the blood might've clotted up, and migraines is a symptom of it. All the symptoms of it match mine in fact. Which does scare me. i had a nightmare yesterday, i felt trapped, like, i lost everything and i had nothing left, and i was cold. So cold. What does this all mean? I pray for answers but i got none, ive been asking for years, maybe i should ask nicer? Well, it doesnt matter anyway. Nothing matters. Enough of all this emo crap, like i always say, live life to its fullest, one chance, one shot to make it all happen, you cant miss it, you got a dream out there go get it, no regrets, no looking back, leap and hope to God that you fly, cos otherwise, you drop like a rock, all the way down. Live while you still can. Believe me. These few days have been alright actually, its not so bad. Not that stressful, or not yet at least. The new principal peter tan's been getting everyone off on the wrong ball, i gotta sayt he was a pain in the ass in junior, and hes an even bigger one now. hes trying to change the school,hes trying to change our attitudes. Hes trying to make us better people, pfft, many have tried. Hes making things too strict i think. And he banned fried food in the canteen. tsk. How dare he. And that means one shop has to close down, that means the ques get longer. The ques. Do you know how long they are? Theyre so bloody long they can circum-navigate the globe 3 times and still have enough length to serve as a belt for all obese people in the world. And that biyotch doesnt care. Its so bad, you can que up there and only get to the front 25 mins later, i had to resort to cutting the que. In fact, everyone has, if you stand in the que, i gaurantee you in 5 mins you'll be cutting the que, or else, you're just really dumb. Cos everyone's cutting the que its hilarious. I wonder what peter's gonna do bout it. Ive actually been studying, like, wow. I have an A maths re-test end of jan. Lets go baby, all out. Im gonna get back to my music now, i'll seeyuh when i seeyuh. peace. Ao p.s. i ate some chocolate today. =) |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.Andrew. Music. Food. People. What more could you possibly want? |
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One day when i wake up and find the motive and time to link anybody, i'll let you know. backtoyesterday
+ I guess im down to my last cry + I hate this song because it was written for you. + You got me feeling like a child now. + If it takes the rest of my life, baby i will wait ... + For auld lang syne, my dear, for auld lang syne. + I wanna dance you in the day + There's nothing i can do, to draw you close to me. + So close, so close and still so far. + Take me to the place i love, take me all away. + Let me buy you a drank. wheni'mgone
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