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Tuesday, May 27, 2008, 4:47 PM
Parading in the wake of sad relations as the shoes fill up with water.
but maybe you're the one who makes the winds blow, looking at the stars without explanation, we contemplate his claims and simple men on trial, my little world's fragile, Oh God, can you tell me when its going to stop? Maybe its not just down to you, Oh God, can we win back what we have lost, so who's the last resort? oh God. So maybe my life isnt going exactly as i planned it. I told myself awhile ago that nobody in this world's gonna give a damn even if i screamed my lungs out and shouted and pleaded for help, for some sort of understanding and explanation for what the hell's going on in my life. Something about hope i realised awhile ago is that, hope gets you nowhere, hope is all a world of make belief and disbelief, things happening that we never thought imaginable, cos the human mind's always longed for more than they already have, thus from that, hope is born. Hope means something better might come. Hope means maybe there's a solution for problems. Hope means help. I realised recently that sometimes, hope just means nothing. We keep on hoping for something that will never come, for feelings that will never show, for understandings that will possibly never be achieved. Then why hope at all? Why waste our spirits away wishing for something better to come, when in reality, we are living in reality. And there is no cure for reality. Im not known to be a man of hope. or of Faith. But hey, maybe since hope is just a lie to fool all of us, we should all just lie to ourselve? Pretend that there is hope. Cos maybe then, it'll make things a little bit better, telling yourself that something better might come, that some vividly imaginative dream will somehow come true in the end if we keep hoping and dreaming. Cos in dreamland, everything goes your way, and for once, reality is just a silly little dent, and with out heads in the clouds, we wont see whats ahead of us. Maybe thats what we all need sometimes. Hope. Anyway, like i said, nobody cares right? Had physics SPA today, i think im gonna do alright. I did it all in 3 minutes. Well, kind of. In the last 10 mins, leong came up to me and whispered that i had done everything wrong and im gonna get a zero unless i ask him for help, get some points and minus off a few cos i asked for help. Which kinda surprised me cos i never knew he was so nice. So yea i took the offer and asked him for help, in the end, i managed to re-do the entire experiment in 3 minutes. Whoopee. Go me. So hopefully with that, i pass. Ive been thinking of dropping physics, maybe its not such a bad idea. The rest of the day was just crap, i dont wanna talk about it. The whole of last night was crap too. And so was the day before. Sigh. Im not going to whine, so id better be off now. Before i get more crap. ao |
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