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Friday, August 20, 2010, 10:19 PM
Up till now i was afraid to admit that i've got big dreams. I've been afraid to say it because i know the moment i admit that i've got dreams, i'm never gonna stop chasing it. So here's what i'd like to happen to me. After the A's, i get into army, get a shit job, work a 9-5 in some camp in the middle of nowhere, save up enough money from all this to finally buy a decent Marshall amp and header and throw out the current Fender Sidekick II hand-me-down from my dad's dead friend, apply for the Berklee College of Music in Boston and get accepted under a scholarship, fly over to the land of dreams, graduate from there with hopefully a decent enough status to get signed by an indie record label in New York, make demos and play at dingy pubs and bars at 2am in the morning and going home to a skyliner apartment in downtown Soho, interview for some tv show or get onto MadTV/SNL as a permanent cast member and scriptwriter, get enough moolah to buy my girlfriend a plane ticket to join me in my life and continue making music till the day i die. Alright, so that's a dream. Here's the more realistic one. Get into NUS FASS with a degree in Psych and Sociology and become a criminal psychologist working part time as a singer. Be me for a second and look at my options. I dunno, i kinda like Boston and New York. But i don't want to leave. I like where i am, i like where we are, I'm perfectly comfortable living in this life. I know where everything is, i know where to go to get a decent plate of chicken rice or the next best Starbucks to get a mocha frapp or the Subway that makes the best footlong parmesan oregano BMT with cheese and toasted with everything except the jalepeneos and sweet onion and honey mustard. I know what i've been dreaming of, but i also know what i love and where i'd like to be. I can't leave even if i wanted to. But this is me speaking now. 10 years is a long time for anyone to change their minds. I could end up being a plumber or a waiter or the guy who screws the caps onto toothpaste tubes. Could happen. Why not? |
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